today in poor mental health

I don’t know what it is today, but I cannot shake the feeling of incompetence. With everything - why don’t I have a better apartment, why do I have no much debt, why am I sucking at work, my boss hates me, she probably wishes my coworker wasn’t leaving in may or she would fire me, everything is wrong wrong wrong.

I guess I have these bad brain days from time to time - but this one just seems the lowest. There are a million things I could whine about, but I don’t even want to do that.

This is a no good awful brain day. And that is all.

slaughterhouse90210
slaughterhouse90210:

“There were always in me, two women at least, one woman desperate and bewildered, who felt she was drowning and another who would leap into a scene, as upon a stage, conceal her true emotions because they were weaknesses, helplessness, despair, and present to the world only a smile, an eagerness, curiosity, enthusiasm, interest.” ― Anaïs Nin

slaughterhouse90210:

“There were always in me, two women at least, one woman desperate and bewildered, who felt she was drowning and another who would leap into a scene, as upon a stage, conceal her true emotions because they were weaknesses, helplessness, despair, and present to the world only a smile, an eagerness, curiosity, enthusiasm, interest.” 
― Anaïs Nin

smartgirlsattheparty
smartgirlsattheparty:

nbcnews:

Girl, 8, who befriended basketball star dies from cancer
(Photo: @AdorableLacey via Twitter)
Lacey Holsworth, the 8-year-old girl who formed a close bond with Michigan State basketball star Adreian Payne, lost her battle with cancer early Wednesday morning. 
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Our condolences go out to Lacey’s family and friends. She will always be a Smart Girl.

This one actually breaks my heart. 

smartgirlsattheparty:

nbcnews:

Girl, 8, who befriended basketball star dies from cancer

(Photo: @AdorableLacey via Twitter)

Lacey Holsworth, the 8-year-old girl who formed a close bond with Michigan State basketball star Adreian Payne, lost her battle with cancer early Wednesday morning. 

More from TODAY

Our condolences go out to Lacey’s family and friends. She will always be a Smart Girl.

This one actually breaks my heart.